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LISTEN : Friday, July 11 at 6:23 PM
I don't know if I should be happy or sad, but since I hate feeling like the world's crashing down on me, I think I'd better think of all the wonderful, beautiful, amazing, incredible, fantastic, absolutely terrific friends I've got around me who cheer me up truckloads. :D Yes,I'm being so optimistic right now. Don't ask why, I don't even know why myself. And I miss laughing, not giggling at some joke or something, just laughing like how I used to. You know how they say ROFL = rolling on the floor in laughter? Hah, I used to do that. *sheepish grin* I remember Qaiser and Jolynn made me laugh so hard one time, I laughed for half an hour straight. ON THE FLOOR. Anyway, POA is killing me. Partially because I don't understand anything and partially because having a new teacher isn't exactly helping. We had a test today (about general journals and source documents and books of prime entry, if you're wondering.) and I left one entire question blank. :\ Gahhh, help. I don't want to fail any subjects this time, lol. I don't know why I felt so awful when school ended. It's not like anything much happened that made me feel that way, it just hit me, and after that I couldn't brush it aside anymore. I just kept thinking and thinking and I knew I'd have to do something about it soon or I'd go crazy. I felt so betrayed, so used, and I felt so stupid. I felt like a stupid, silly little girl who didn't know anything about anything. I felt like I'd just jumped into a gigantic cesspool that never ended and I was so confused. Yeah, that's it. I was confused. So I told myself, Reality check : it's not worth it, Damn. After that Dev came looking for me and we went down to the canteen. And good news, I'm going to OBS! :D And Im really happy [: Except I wasn't then, see what feeling awful does to you? It spoils everything. Anyway, Keo and Dev bugged me me to tell them everything, and heh, I thank God for Keola. Even though you made me cry with your really harsh words, you still rock :D I love Devyaah and Keola and Priya and Lennon [: Off to sleep, getting up at 5.30am tomorrow! :D loveeeee. Debb is very happy now! :D |