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LISTEN : Friday, October 17 at 10:08 PM
I know, I haven't been blogging since forever. But it's not like it matters, since not that many people read my blog anyway. Anyway, I've been going out with Mayann alot recently and we've been shopping and catching up on the past few months. I know we've got to hold on to these moments cause we won't be going out much next year and Al's only coming back in September :\ Nutz about Artz 2008 was yesterday. I swear, I had the time of my life. Being emcee was so fun and crazy, running around like the world would end if we didn't. In Dev's words " without the emcee, there isn't a show! " They put horrid make up on us and we looked like dolls ! Ugh. Yes, make up makes you look prettier, more presentable, et cetera. But it melts and it's so hard to get off and it's such a chore putting it on! I mean, don't people have more than enough things to do already? ( I know, I must be insulting millions of people out there. Shrugs. ) Anyway, the one hour passed too fast for my liking. Damn. I went SO HIGH after that though. Hahah! Yes, we all know why. (: Thing is, I'm beginning to start thinking clearly again. I know you all want to see me happy again, but I can't see myself happy anywhere else. I don't want to move, even though I know I've got to. Because you've moved on too. I'm probably absolutely nothing am I? if tomorrow never comes I would want just one thing I would tell it to the stars and the sun I would write it for the world to see And it's you The light changes when you're in the room Oh it's you talk to me. I hate feeling like this, I really do. Just when I think I'll be able to be all happy again, it comes back and haunts everything I do, like a shadow, following me around everywhere I go. And I can't run away. Why? Because I don't want to? Well, good news : shopping tomorrow with Alanna! (: I can't wait. please don't give up on me yet. |